And yet it's the way that I chose
My trust was far beyond words
That has shown me a little bit
Of the heaven I've never found

I want to feel I'm alive
All my living days
I will live as I desire
I want to feel im alive
Knowing I was good enough

I have never lost who I was
I have only left it sleeping
Maybe I never had a choice
Just the will to stay alive

All I want is to be happy
Beeing who I am
To be strong and to be free
To see day arise from night

I am here
And my life is only mine

And the heaven i thought was there
I'll discover it there somewhere

I want to feel
That I've lived my life